Okay so I came here to vent, but the more I think about it and calm down I think I am totally overacting. But then again this is my blog and if I wanna be petty I can, right? I just had a really rough afternoon at work. Which is normal, except its not really. Most days I have problems with my supervisor and I am just plain used to that. I know thats how it is between us and I go about my business without giving her attitude in my face actions a second thought. Well today I had those same issues with someone that I thought was my friend. Ha! apparently not. (I didn't get that memo!) And why do I even care? GRRR! Why do I have to be the sensitive one???? I just wish that I didn't always let the things people say or do get under my skin and spoil a perfectly good afternoon!!!! Some days its hard to have a heart. Now don't get me wrong I am NOT perfect, nor is everyday with me sunshine, but hey I try, you know? (most days)
It makes me sit back and think, I guess I am just so frustrated with people in general. I feel like I pour my heart and emotions out for some people and all I get in return is trampled on. And I get it, or at least I thought I did. i mean I know that not everyone is gonna like me!! And you know what, they don't have to! I'm perfectly okay with that. I am just tired of trying so hard only to get so much attitude thrown in my face. But honestly I don't think thats even what bothers me. Its more when they know that I am trying to be nice and trying to get along and they seem to rub it right in my face that they don't care! Now I know all the old cliches, "no one ever said life was going to be easy", blah, blah, blah. But it is a whole 'nother story to live it out. And I know ya'll know what I am talking about cause these seemingly heartless people are everywhere.
Am I being ridiculous? Does it even matter what other people think? Who knows?!